Just breathe

So I'm currently sitting at the airport, waiting to board my flight back to Mozambique.

I dreamt about him last night. He was alive.

I woke up crying.

Everyone has been asking me what my plans are. I tell them- wake up each day and breathe. That's all I can do, because if I have to dwell on what went wrong, who didn't do their jobs properly etc, I'd probably go mad.

I just want to say thank you to every single flister for the amazing comments on my previous posts. I'm sorry I didn't respond to them. I've barely had the energy to get out of bed. Just know that I read them over and over. They made me feel less alone.

I miss him so much.

I don't think I'll be posting about him in future. Just my usual work/study crisis, life in Tete and my fics.

Once again, thank you for all the support over the past few weeks. I'm a lucky girl to have friends like you.

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